Greenday

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my fathers come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends

Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends

Creepers like flowing hair of the bridge
Now plucked off of the edge
And it looks humiliating and naked-
Precious moments of my life are subtracted.
Been going to lonely random useless walks
But somehow I just can't race the clocks;
Bending my life to favourite song lyrics
Because now I can't entertain myself with any more tricks
The truth is shamelessly naked in my eye
And there's no one to blame but I;
But atleast there's some amusement
When I meet people's puzzlement
Or when I see the magic tree
Or the crazy thoughts running free
Or the rain crashing against my skin
Or when I think of some dead mummy in a coffin!
But I know my sleep is seasonal
And as long as I live here my peace is minimal
But its just the time
In fairytales its always fine.

Vitriol

we've been through this before,
i told you what i wanted,
you agreed to make the terms mine,
you shed tears to convince me,
i believed you,
now we've regressed to the same old problem,
i dont know what to do,
how could you leave me alone?
and then act like nothing happened?
you don't even know that something's bothering me,
not till someone else points it out to you,
you have no clue what makes me tick,
what i like,
what i dont,
but this will pass,
i'll sulk for a few days,
then something else will come along,
i'll get over this,
i'll be happy,
and you'll never know anything happened;
but if only you'd close your eyes and listen,
then there'd be no bitterness at all.

Sometimes I feel there are tiny creatures moving under my skin, trying to tear their way out, flowing like a current, from my brain to my temples, my neck, my shoulders, running down my spinal cord; sometimes I feel all my movements are jammed, distorted, disconnected.
Sometimes my body works against my mind; I try so hard to hold on to a vision that no longer exists, and its all so vague and deathly in my eye.
And sometimes I try so hard to keep my skill alive, although I know its moving out of my sight, like words out of my throat vanish in the air, out of my system, no longer a part of me, and the struggle to keep it in me aches my entire body.
Sometimes I feel myself moving away from the thread of life, and I try to stay in the flow, but I'm thrown aside, and again and again I have to make my way back onto Earth, not understanding how I got away in the first place.
And then I'm so tired, failing miserably to recognize the monster against which I'm constantly at war.
But then I see a glimpse of myself beneath all this ache, and I see the joys of having known the life I've lived, that only I could live, and I want to live just a little further, just a little more to see myself self do it so.

Humiliation

Is it me, or is it yourself you mock at, daddy?
Did you ever look into my eyes, did you ever see the life inside me?
Did you realise how deeply I mean the words I say to you?
And did you ever care to find out if I need your guidance? Or just how much I love talking to you about useless facts?
Did you know that your values and your ideas and your perceptions and all you do and all you say and everything you are hold the greatest respect in my heart?
Did you think of spending those few extra moments with me instead of a parrot or a bitch?
Didn't you ever realise what life would be after 20 years when you were making 3 children?
Did you see the tear twinkling in my eye tonight? I wished you had, daddy.

There is only a very thin line dividing fantasy from reality
And i wonder when my lies became the truth.
Again and again the world keeps changing as i shift fom one dream to another, tossing and turning in my sleep.
Did it really happen? Or i imagined it all? But isn't imagination also the truth, only at a different level...

"Trust" Thrice

mix the chemicals right dear, mix the chemicals right
yeah the margin of error is slight
mix the chemicals right dear mix the chemicals right yeah
You know that You could save My life
there is a risk, there's a risk when You're dealing with love
You could snap My neck
any speed You drive can be dangerous
mix the chemicals right dear, mix the chemicals right yeah
You know there's a fine line between
mix the chemicals right dear, mix the chemicals right yeah
You know what betrayal can mean when this frame fails Me
will I trust You to carry Me through?
I know there's no such thing as safety
but I know what a promise can do.
will I trust You, will I trust You to carry me through?
I will trust You, cause I know what a promise can do