Randomness 2.

...and I swear I'm sure I feel anything I believe.

Forget about what we give and what we get and the cycles and the world and everything. I believe in a brand new cliched philosophy: the grass is always greener on the other side.

I am only waiting to die, the moment when I will say, "hey, I wished I could live a little longer". I am waiting for the moment to change, when I will say, "hey, you know what, actually, I liked it better the other way, I wished I could go back in time.." I wished I was everything I never was. I wished I was anything but everything I have ever been. I wished I could live on the moon, and look at Earth far away in the sky, and say, "I wished I lived there!" I wished I could be that girl with red hair, always so concerned about her clothes and her make-up, how pretty she looks! and I'd say "I wished I was that girl with black hair, never concerned about her clothes and never puts on make-up, how free she looks!" 

How do we know that neither does the red-haired girl look pretty under her make-up, and nor does the black-haired girl feel free in her carelessness.

I wished I were a bird, mindless to even wish anything!